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Woke up around 1 which was pretty awesome. No disturbances, no work calling, nothing and it was great. Talked to Jess for a few and decided we were going to hit the mall again in search of a coat or maybe some jeans for me. Showered up and hit the road. Had some solid conversations on the way to the mall. Hit up every store for a coat but I am super jewish and won't buy anything that is over like 10 bucks when it comes to clothes so I was all like fuck that. Stopped at target where I finally broke down and bought a few things. I've been waiting for a used copy of Hostel 2 at Newbs for like a month and a half now and we still haven't got one in yet so I finally just bought it. I also picked up the Nick Swardson CD/DVD and I must say he is one funny mother fucker. Came back home and put on Jersey Girl to watch while we chatted it up and shit. Around 9 we left the house to go for a little ride. Came home to a messy room which is like a massive kick in the nuts. I really need a bigger DVD stand.
I started watching Live Free or Die Hard last night. All I can say from the 40 minutes that I've tuned into so far is WOW. I wasn't expecting such fucking awesome action in a PG13 movie. However, they do give you the option of watching the unrated version where the fucks are flying left and right but the action is probably the best in the series. Bruce Willis is the fucking man. I suggest picking it up. I sacked out around 2 falling asleep to Ace Of Cakes.
Christmas is so soon and I am starting to put together a little list for my parents to get. I hate like making a huge list like this is what I want cus I am 20 and it's like come on I don't need to be spoiled anymore. I have a job and I can pay for that shit myself. I am however working on some sweet Brendan starter packages for Jess and Liz. I love buying shit for other people.
I have class today which I am pretty siked for. I like this class alot. Only a few more weeks left and then I have like a month off. Pretty awesome.
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[25 Nov 2007|01:37pm] |
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I can't swallow, I can't breath yet I still show up at work a half hour early. I seriously have some thinking to do about fucking working this hard and getting fucked over by a certain someone....Fucking my assistant boss can suck my cock. The bastard had the audacity to ask me to pick him up coffee before I got in for him and Jesse. Since, I am not an asshole I bought if for them and didn't take the 4 bucks from em. Jesse was super apprecitative but that asshole didn't even say "Hey, Thanks for the coffee Brendan." That was seriously the longest 8 hour shift I have ever worked.
After that I treked to the mall with Jess and Liz, braved the massive crowds in search of a coat. Things were super awkward because of the whole Liz drama and I was in rip roaring asshole mode and ignored em. Dropped Liz off and went to grab a bite with Jess. She made me feel much better. Oh and so does Taco Bell. After that I bounced him. Fucked around on the internet for a few and hit the bed. I watched the end of Evening Out with Kevin Smith. That man is a fuckin genious I swear. I hit the sack around 2 falling asleep to the Coheed live dvd.
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[23 Nov 2007|11:30pm] |
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I would say I had a total of 20 minutes of deep sleep last night which is rather disappointing when you feel like absolute shit. My throat still feels as if it's been raped with a double bladed sword. My head feels as if it weighs 300 pounds and I can't breath outta either of my fucking nostrils. Such is life. I got dressed around 7:30 and left for work. Now, it's Black Friday and I had a long day ahead of me and I felt like shit and the only thing that would have made me feel a tiny bit better was a nice big coffee. I get to dunks and some asshole ordered 3 Box O Joes which resulted in a massive bitch comment "It's gonna be awhile we don't have anymore coffee made." Me being sick and lazy didn't wanna drive an extra 2 minutes to another Dunks so I just said fuck it and went into work. All I can say about work today is the HOLIDAY season has begun. FUCK people are crazy.
I got out around 5 and immedidally went to get Jess. We came back to my crib ordered up some Crest Ave and hit the bed for some flicks. I finally got to check out Love Actually and from what I saw it was a decent movie. I mean how can it not when you have fuckin Alan Rickman, Liam Neeson and Keira Knightley. After that I put on Catch and Release. There is something about that film that I dig. It is such a well thoughtout, funny but touching plot. Plus, Kevin Fuckin Smith. I am gonna dig into some Lost season 2 tonight and hit the sack early with another day of work in 12 hours!
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[23 Nov 2007|06:26am] |
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Woke up around 11 to the sound of my Dad telling me to get up. If that is one thing I can't stand is people yelling to wake me up. It just temps me so much more to put my head under a pillow and go back to sleep. I am lucky cus' I have the ability to fall right back asleep no matter how long my body is awake. Gifted I know. Well, I braved it all and went downstairs to get ready for the Thanksgiving festivities. I can't stand holidays with my family anymore. It's not that I don't like them it's just they are so boring these days. It's not anyones fault but I really need to spice em up somehow. I returned back to my room no more than 20 minutes later to catch an episode and a half of Lost which by the way is the fucking balls. My grandparents show up around 12:30 and the first thing I get from my grandma is "What else are you going to do to your hair." I bit my tongue and kept my mouth shut but I could tell it pissed the fuck outta my dad. I am so used to her saying shit to me I just kinda laugh it off but whatever.
Thanksgiving is such an excuse just to over eat and warm up for the real holiday..Hell yeah Christmas is where it's at. Finished my 1 piece of turkey and the rest plate full of stuffing and I retired back to my room. Caught an episode of Lost and took a nap, falling asleep to Miles Davis' Decoy and awoken by a text from Jess that she would be coming over around 4. I fall back asleep to awaken again to Jess calling telling me she is in the driveway and I should get my fat ass outta bed and come meet her downstairs. I hauled ass downstairs to open the door to Jess with a box full of fat for me. That's right kids she brought treats! A canolie later Brendan was happy and got his fill of the holiday. We returned upstairs for a few flicks. After watching I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry which she has been suggesting we watch for the past 3 days I finally caved and watched it again. It's not that I didn't like the movie it's just I had seen it not only 4 days ago and to watch it again so soon was just something I wasn't feeling. I popped in The Lookout following that and enjoyed a little Joseph-Gordon Levitt. She wasn't feeling it so we opted to go for a drive and chat a little.
I braved the cold November air in shorts and a hoodie and we were off on our way. We hit Salem, Lynn, Swampscott and Nahant and we called it a night. I returned upstairs to finish the remaining 2 episodes of Lost. One of which was an hour and a half long season finale which was fucking intense and probably one of the best finales since an the season 2 finale of The OC. I hit the sack around 12 falling asleep too some Food Network.
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[15 Nov 2007|11:58am] |
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SINGALONGS TO SAVES THE DAY IS BY FAR THE BEST THING IN THE FUCKING WORLD. Girls are fucking confusing. Work is fucking awesome. I can't wait for the holidays. I think I am ganna start writing in this thing every fucking day. I started reading Kevin Smiths new book about his everyday life and it made me just wanna write in here again all the time. The past few days have been a blur. First I was single and then I wasn't and now it's back to that. She is way too confusing for me and I am totally over her. I recently finished Nip/Tuck season 4 and I bought Entourage season 1. I started watching Lost last night and I can feel that I am ganna get addicted to it very quickly. I decided that other day that I really wanna get my nose pierced. Liz did my hair the other night and it looks fucking awesome. She wants to cut it but I love the length it's at now and I am trying to grow it out. Time to loose weight you fatty!
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[27 Oct 2007|06:32pm] |
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1. Thrice-The Alchemy Index
2. Say Anything-In Defense Of The Genre
3. Saves The Day-Under The Boards
4. Coheed And Cambria-No World For Tomorrow
5. Motion City Soundtrack-Even If It Kills Me
6. Crime In Stereo-Is Dead
7. Every Time I Die-The Big Dirty
8. The Academy Is-Santi
9. Cassino-Sounds Of Salvation
10. Lifetime-Lifetime
Here is my top 10 of the year a little early. I don't plan on much of it changing just for the fact that all the cds i've been waiting for are all finally out and unless something really blows me away I don't think I will end up changing anything.
Life is so so. I am so happy I am done with the bitch. I am never going to let myself float back to her no matter how lonely I get. Somedays I wish this all happened alot sooner so I could have moved on with my life alot sooner and have a little bit more money to my name.
Right now I have 2 tickets to pay and I don't wanna talk about them.
Work is going really well. I had my review last week. We get rated on a 1-7. 7 is like absoluetly perfect which nobody is but I got all 6's. The only thing I hafta work on is not being so self motivated and trying to do everything at once haha. I got one of the highest raises too at 30 cents which is pretty cool.
School is going really well. I have a 94 I think and my lowest grade will get dropped at the end of the semester which so far was an 88. I can't wait too take more classes next semester.
So my wisdom teeth are being fucking bastards. I am calling Monday and getting appointment ASAP. OMG they are killing me.
Red Sox are continuting to be fucking bad ass which makes me happy. The Bruins are actually playing really well.
Okay that is all for now.
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silence sits on sullen sounds in secret as the best of men have learned it's far easier to forget then to keep what means the most close to home. over the trecherous sea's the tide has washed the barnicles from this torturered vessel and someone we've made it home. i swear i lost it all at sea. i swear that is what i've always wanted.
life is a roller coaster right now. i've left a huge chunk of my past behind and i am happy yet sad about it. change is good right? i've met someone new. she is amazing, strong and makes me strive to be a better person. things are still up in the air between us but i am praying things turn out good because i would like to see where this goes with her. school is going pretty good. i mean it's school so whatever. work is eh. red sox are giving me a heart attack with the major suckage lately. the new thrice record is pretty much the best music i've heard in a long fucking time. the new say anything is most def on the top records of the year. i've been toying with who is going to make it and it is going to be a tough list to create. i am working the coheed and cambria instore in natick next wednesday which i am pretty friggin excited to do. i really need a haircut.
ah i need to write in this thing more it makes me feel better even if nobody reads it.
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so the new mcs is fucking amazing
def a top 10 album
2 thrice tracks just leaked and they are beyond amazing
things are pretty good
sat was fun times
kowloons with the newbs crew to say goodbye to caroline
sun sucked because i didnt get home til like 3ish
whatevers
its all good
school is good
test tonight
but then i dont hafta worryabout school for another week
i like this one night a week thing
tomorrow is a big new release day
i like working at the bakery
its stressful having 2 jobs tho
i feel like i have no time for myself but what are you going to do
i need to clean my room and go relax before school
maybe i will write more often
who knows
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[30 Aug 2007|02:59pm] |
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Things are gooood.
Larissa leaves on Sunday.
I am happy and sad.
I am happy for her to get the chance to live away and experience what it's like.
But sad cus I love having her in my everyday life.
We are looking to get an apartment her sophmore year which will be bad ass.
Work is good.
I did a fuck load last week.
Moved alot of things around and the store looks amazing.
I start at Beantown next Thurday.
Kinda nervous but the extra cash will be awesome.
School stuff is almost done.
I just need to buy my book and get my student ID.
I am taking 1 class this semester and 3 the next.
I hope Thrice and MCS leak soon because I am dying to hear them.
Heroes is a greatttt show.
House season 3 was amazing
I can't wait for Nip/Tuck season 4 and The Office season 3 this week!
I need a vacation.
Laters
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[17 Aug 2007|12:05am] |
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No keys for me.
Whatever.
Gambling is fun! I made 250 today.
I bought too much Adult Swim shows tonight.
God that shit is endless laughs.
I am going to miss my poopie when she leaves in Sept.
I am excited for her tho.
New experiences are the best!
Time for a movie.
Laters
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[28 Jul 2007|12:27am] |
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The best thing in the world might be going for a drive and getting completely lost while listening to 3 Saves The Day albums. I never felt so complete in all my life. I am on a huge Saves The Day kick. The new songs sound soooooooo good. I've been feeling on the edge about things today. I mean today did not start off the way I would like. I had inventory for Newbs at 7, and it was at Peabody which sucks because their store is mega huge compared to Saugus. Whatevers, it's over now thank god. I just have so much on my mind and I dunno how to release it all. I am worried about school alot. I know I am smart but I doubt myself so much. In my mind I believe I forgot everything cus Highschool seemed so long ago. I should be proud of myself tho because I have come such a long way from 2 years ago. Still, I sit there and beat myself up over the little things. I guess I should just learn to accept that nothing is ever going to be picture perfect.
I am kinda outta debt for the time being which makes sleeping at night alot easier. My grandma loaned me 600 dollars and I paid 2 cards off, both my credit cards are paid half off and a good portion of VS is paid. The only thing I hafta keep on top of now is my cell phone bill cus I can't afford for that to run away in my pocket. Work has been going good. Nothing to exciting been going on there.
Harry Potter 7. Boy that book was fucking amazing. I am so sad that is finally over. It's like watching Revenege Of The Sith and going damn no more Star Wars movies. Such is life, stories have to come to an end for them to be complete. I would love like 1 more, the aftermath and such. Do yourself a favor and read the whole series even if you said "Harry Potter is gay" cus with each book the story got so more complex, grown up and just such an enjoyable read.
I need to stop being a fat ass and loose weight.
Time to write bitter lyrics, listen to Saves The Day and watch Food Network deep into the morning!
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I am like super stressed out to the max I just want to scream. I have bills coming out the ying yang. I just wanna go on vacation from my body. I can't take it. I have like 2 credit card bills. Fucking Victorias Secret, Macys and I almost paid off my Kay Jewelers bill. Plus 370 a month for a car. Now my cell is shut off until Thursday cus I don't have the min payment. AHH.
I need an oil change tomorrow.
I have a doctors appointment but I really don't wanna go at all.
I have band practice tomorrow night but I really don't wanna go to that either.
I did however get into college. Going to take 2 classes at North Shore in the fall so I can still work. Maybe 2 more the next semester and then come next fall transfer to UMASS Dartmouth with my gal.
I got a my own kitty. Larissa and I named him James after Harry Potter but I call him James Dean. He is the absolute best cat ever.
Went to dinner with Larissa tonight and then we came home and watched 2 hours of Little People Big World. Good night. Tomorrow, please don't come!
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Life is simply amazing.
Things with Larissa couldn't be better.
I've seen Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix twice so far.
IT WAS AMAZING WOO
FRIDAY IS THE FINAL BOOK.
I am happy and sad at the same time.
Band situation is okay.
Yeah I cleaned my room and it looks sooooo good.
Alrighty.
Rescue me time!
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Top 10 so far of 2007
1.The Academy Is-Santi
2.Lifetime-Lifetime
3.Bright Eyes-Cassadega
4.Marilyn Manson -Eat Me, Drink Me
5.Hopesfall - Magnetic North
6.Queens of the Stone Age - Era Vulgaris
7.Hopesfall - Magnetic North
8.Against Me-New Wave
9.Rocky Votolato-Brag And Cuss
10.Kings of Leon - Because of the Times
Albums that will most likey be added.
Every Time I Die
Motion City Soundtrack
YEAH BITCHES
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[28 Jun 2007|11:48pm] |
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What a terrible person I've been neglecting the place I used to turn to for everything. I've been so fucking busy I haven't had the time to really do much of anything. Work is decent. I mean it's work but I enjoy what I do and it really isn't all that hard so that's a huge plus.
Band stuff.....Let's not talk about that because some people aren't on my favorites right now.
Love life. FUCKING AMAZING. I love my boo so much and I can see she finally has her head on her shoulders.
Harry Potter is soon.
I love my life so much.
I am ganna go clean and watch Rescue Me.
Updates more often.
Yeah!
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Hello Journal,
Let's have a real update huh? Well, The clock reads 5:52 right now and it is my day off. I feel like fucking death. My throat is killing me. My head is throbing. My back hurts. WTF. I can't complain tho because life has been pretty sweet. Atleast I have a day off today.
My new band is absolutely amazing. It's so fun working with people who are as dedicated to music as me. I can't wait to lay our 4 songs demo down. We have 3 songs and an acoustic song finished so far. We are going to do some covers as well. A Rocky Votolato tune is one of them. Absolutely amazing.
The female situation isn't too bad either. I've got two girls I've been hanging around with and they are both equially awesome in their own way. I am no way looking to get back into a relationship after 2 and a half years of what was hell and the best times of my life.
Work has been pretty decent. I mean it's work so their are days where I wanna kill myself cus I just don't feel like working and dealing with the retarded Saugus population. The job is the balls tho and I just love it.
I got a credit card 3 days ago. I only got it for New York so I can blow money at the Kid Robot Store. HELL YEAH! New York trips are planned this summer more than once.
I am almost done with Scrubs season 5 which makes me pissed cus season 6 won't be out for awhile. I signed up too do reviews on a new movie newsletter at work. My first is either going to be for The OC season 4 or Scrubs season 5. I can't decide.
I've been writing lyrics again. It feels good to get shit out on paper and not bottle it up inside.
I am kinda bummed. I left all my good cd's at work but I don't picture driving around today so that's cool. I don't get paid til tomorrow. Fuck you memorial day.
Music i've been digging as of late.
Circa Survive-On Letting Go
Dear Hunter-Act 2
First Blood-Killafornia (HAHAHAHHA)
Young Leaves-Big Old Me
Both Rocky Votolato cd's.
Have a good ones dudes and dudes with vaginas.
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I would never have thought id be happy to get dumped.
I fucking feel so free it's amazing.
Got tattooed two weeks ago.
I get getting more color on Thursday.
WHO WANTS TO HANG OUT BITCHES
I love summer
I am in a new band
Practice Monday
I love life.
Fuck you bitch.
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Things have been good.
Summer weather is here
Red Sox are winning
Music is going good.
Hung with Frank for awhile today which was super nice.
Watched alot of good movies
Just need to work on mine
Grindhouse was amazing
I am growing a sweet beard
I wanna dye my hair
Paid my first car payment
Thats pretty much it.
Laters
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LIFE FNNNN RULES
I saw 300 again tonight with my love.
I bought like 6 movies today.
I am seeing Grindhouse tomorrow....FINALLY
I have a new band.
IMPERIO
Hell ya Harry Potter.
I need to write in here more.
I've lost 12 pounds.
YEAH FATTY
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AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING
Yeah
Life is amazing.
I need a day off.
I have a headache.
Red Sox season has begun!
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